Lucid

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The moment Lucas realized he was dreaming, the colors around him sharpened, the sounds crystallized, and the feeling of control blossomed in his chest. He stood in a meadow bathed in a golden light that seemed to emanate from nowhere and everywhere. The sky was a tapestry of swirling blues and purples, painted with streaks of orange like a living Van Gogh canvas. He looked down at his hands, marveling at their solidity in a world made of his imagination.

“I’m dreaming,” he whispered, and the words sent a shiver of exhilaration through him.

For as long as he could remember, Lucas had been fascinated by lucid dreaming. He had read books, watched videos, and even kept a dream journal. But every time he tried, the realization that he was dreaming would snap him awake. This time was different. The air smelled faintly of lavender and honey, and the grass beneath his feet felt soft yet real. He could feel the cool breeze against his skin, the warmth of the golden light on his face. It was all so vivid, so alive.

He took a cautious step forward, half-expecting the dream to dissolve. When it didn’t, he laughed, the sound echoing in the vast openness. If this was his mind’s creation, then he was its architect, its ruler. The thought filled him with giddy curiosity.

“What should I do first?” he mused aloud. His voice carried with an odd clarity, as though the meadow itself were listening.

Lucas closed his eyes and thought of flight. He’d read that flying was one of the easiest things to accomplish in a lucid dream. When he opened his eyes, the ground seemed to tilt, and his body lifted effortlessly. He rose into the air, weightless, the world unfurling beneath him like a vivid map. He soared above the meadow, past a sparkling river that wound its way through a dense forest, its surface catching the light like shards of glass.

As he flew higher, the landscape shifted. The forest gave way to rolling hills dotted with cottages that looked as though they’d sprung from a fairy tale. He landed lightly on the edge of a cobblestone path, drawn to one of the cottages. Its door was painted a cheerful red, and smoke curled lazily from the chimney. He hesitated, a thrill of apprehension coursing through him. What would he find inside?

With a deep breath, he pushed the door open. The interior was warm and inviting, filled with the scent of freshly baked bread. A crackling fire danced in the hearth, and an elderly woman sat in a rocking chair, knitting. She looked up as he entered, her eyes twinkling with a knowing glint.

“Ah, Lucas,” she said, as though she’d been expecting him. “You’ve finally found your way here.”

He blinked, startled. “Do I… know you?”

The woman chuckled. “Not yet. But I’ve been a part of you for a long time. Sit, child.” She gestured to a chair by the fire.

Curious, he obeyed. The chair creaked softly as he settled into it. “Who are you?” he asked.

She set her knitting aside and leaned forward, her gaze penetrating. “I am the keeper of your forgotten dreams, your unspoken thoughts, your untapped potential. You’ve spent so long trying to control your dreams that you’ve forgotten to listen to them.”

Lucas frowned. “Listen to them? But aren’t dreams just… random?”

“Oh, far from it,” she said, her voice soft but firm. “Dreams are messages, Lucas. They are the whispers of your soul, the echoes of your fears, the seeds of your desires. You’ve unlocked the door to this world, but the true journey lies in understanding it.”

Her words struck a chord deep within him. He’d always seen lucid dreaming as a playground, a place to bend reality to his will. He’d never considered that his dreams might have something to teach him.

“How do I listen?” he asked.

The woman smiled. “Start by asking the right questions.” She reached into the folds of her shawl and pulled out a small, glowing orb. It pulsed gently, like a heartbeat. “Take this. It will guide you.”

Lucas hesitated before reaching out to take the orb. The moment his fingers touched it, a surge of energy coursed through him. The world around him blurred and shifted. When his vision cleared, he found himself standing in a vast hall filled with doors of every shape and size. Some were ornate, encrusted with jewels, while others were plain and unassuming. Each door seemed to hum with its own unique energy.

He realized the orb was still in his hand, its glow brighter now. It pulsed insistently, tugging him toward a particular door. This one was simple, made of aged wood with a brass handle. Lucas swallowed his nerves and opened it.

Beyond the door was a scene from his childhood: a playground bathed in the warm light of a summer afternoon. He saw himself as a boy, sitting alone on a swing, his face etched with sadness. Nearby, a group of children played, their laughter ringing out like bells. The sight filled him with a pang of forgotten loneliness.

“Why are you showing me this?” he asked aloud.

The orb’s light dimmed, as if to say, “Look closer.”

Lucas approached his younger self, who seemed unaware of his presence. He remembered this day. It had been the first time he’d felt the sting of exclusion, the first time he’d questioned his worth. The memory had long been buried, but now it rose to the surface, raw and vivid.

A voice echoed in his mind, soft yet insistent. “You’ve carried this pain for too long. It’s time to let it go.”

Tears pricked his eyes as he knelt before the boy. “You’re not alone,” he whispered. “You never were.”

The boy looked up, his eyes wide with surprise. For a moment, their gazes locked, and something shifted. The sadness in the boy’s eyes softened, replaced by a glimmer of hope. The scene dissolved, and Lucas found himself back in the hall of doors, the orb’s light now steady and strong.

He spent what felt like hours exploring the hall, each door revealing a fragment of his past, a piece of himself he’d forgotten or ignored. He faced fears he hadn’t realized he’d been carrying, embraced dreams he’d long abandoned, and uncovered strengths he hadn’t known he possessed.

When he finally returned to the meadow, the golden light seemed brighter, warmer. The elderly woman was waiting for him, her knitting in hand.

“Well done,” she said with a nod. “You’ve taken the first step.”

Lucas smiled, a deep sense of peace settling over him. “Thank you. For everything.”

She waved a hand dismissively. “The thanks are yours, child. This is your journey. I am merely a guide.”

As the dream began to fade, Lucas felt a pang of longing. But he knew he would return. He had unlocked a door not just to his dreams, but to himself. And there was so much more to discover.

When he woke, the morning light streaming through his window felt like a continuation of the golden meadow. For the first time in years, he felt whole. The dream journal on his bedside table lay open, waiting. Smiling, he picked up his pen and began to write.

 

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